Hm. I never post much about myself on this website.. So I figure it's time, being that I've been here for almost four years, to post a little about myself. This username is nothing like my others, so I //doubt// people I know IRL can find me.. I hope.
Some Facts:
Well, my name is Sarah.
I'm 16.
I live in the US.
Pennsylvania, to be exact. I won't go further for now.
I've been playing for four years on December 3rd, 2008.
I have a small electronic band, that I haven't done anything with since July.
I love music. Symphonic Metal, Dance (All types, mostly Trance), Rock, and Alternative. Throw some classical and New Age in there also..
Politics is my sanctity. I spend most of my time reading news articles on the BBC, Daily Mail, Fark, and Free Republic. I'll probably be in politics someday.. *cough* FIELDER'S YOUTH!!! *cough* /inside joke>
Photography is a close runner up. I'll have to post some of my photos some day. I currently use a Nikon D40x for digital and a Pentax K1000 for film.
//Slashies// Usually mean sarcasm, or emphasis. Most likely the former. Though, it gets hard to tell when I'm being sarcastic.
Hm. What else should I add?
I'm a swimmer. And a skier. I used to like the former. Now I like the latter more. My coaches screwed the swimming up too much. It's a huge game of politics.
I currently use a black MacBook as my main computing device. When I'm on the go, I use my 1st Gen iPhone. ^_^ I really love the new MacBooks, and iMacs, and am currently saving up to buy one of them for photo editing and playing Spore. (My laptop has a from out of spacety graphics card and therefore can't handle Spore, and can barely handle my photo editing)
I have 3 iPods. One of them being a 4th Generation White 20GB (Non photo, more like 3rd Gen), a 5th Gen 80GB Classic, and a 3rd Generation 4GB Fat Nano. Gotta love them.
I'm an only child, but currently my 12 year old, second cousin lives with me. He's completely annoying, and is only there because my extended family is too screwed up to raise him well. He's been here since the summer, and I want to //kill// him.
What else..
I have many favorite movies. Currently I'm in absolute //love// with V for Vendetta. Originally, I learned about Guy Fawkes and the gunpowder plot (I'm obsessed with it! What an amazing act of treason! Guido Fawkes = My favorite bad guy EVAR) and then went on to read the V for Vendetta Graphic Novel and finally watch the movie. I've found both to be absolutely amazing, and can relate to both Evey and V. So.. They = Love.
I'm also a writer. Currently I'm working on an Anti Utopia novel, and oodles of poems. A lot of my poetry revolves around roses; black ones to be specific.
I absolutely //LOVE// Doctor Who. If I could choose one show to watch for the next month it would be The Doctor. XD The Tenth Doctor is currently my favorite, but I just discovered the Ninth who is pretty cool also. So yeah.. I wish I could be a Doctor girl!! And you never forget your first doctor. XD (I have that as a shirt on my sims 2 game.. I really need to have it made at Cafe Press.. That'd be awesome)
Can't think of much else for now. I'll continue to add to this as I come up with more things.
Copy, Paste, Don???t look at the bottom before you do the thing or it won???t work! This is scary but pretty accurate.
1. Which color is better red, black,green,blue or yellow? Green
2. What???s your middle initial? R
3. What month is your birthday? October
4. Which color do you like more, black or white? Black
5. Name one of your friends. Emma
6. Your favorite number? 7
7. Do you like flying or driving more? Driving
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? Ocean
9. Think of a wish, but don???t write it >>>>>>wishing<<<<<<<
???Answers???
1. If you chose: Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow - you are a very happy person..
2. If you???re initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life- changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend:
6. If it is:
1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life*
more than 50 is nothing
7. If you chose:
Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved and not emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.
9. This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title: Emotional test. Dont Cheat!
Sparkling angel I believe You were my savior in my time of need. Blinded by faith I couldn't hear All the whispers, the warnings so clear. I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door. There's no escape now, No mercy no more. No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see Your dark intentions, your feelings for me. Fallen angel, tell me why? What is the reason, the thorn in your eye? I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door There's no escape now No mercy no more No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you, It doesn't give the reason why. You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end.
I'm tired of seeing all this bull about Ian.. All of these complaints that he isn't doing anything about the site. The nonsense that he is going away for six month holidays around the world, and using our account upgrade money for it. Stop it!
Ian is only human, and is only 19. I've been on this site for almost four years and I have read many posts by him about how he is a //STUDENT//. Two years or so back, the news announcements were only posted once a week because his schedule was really //busy//.
Now, being a student, you'd expect him to have exams at the end of the term.. By the transitive property Ian is sitting his exams, meaning he'll be studying and not having enough time to come onto his website and cater to everyone's wants.
I'm sick and tired of seeing all of these attacks.. Ian is only humans. When I see all the threads bashing him I wonder how unappreciated he feels.. He puts so much work into a website, and all people do is moan and groan about it nonstop. Stop it already! Maybe if you showed some appreciation to Ian some of the problems would be solved already.
I'm also tired of how naive members of this site are. Supposedly there is a My Space for him, and in it "Ian" claims that he goes on six month vacations around the world and uses money from account upgrades to do so.. Hmm.. Reading back through old news articles I found a few about the servers.. The item server cost over $17,000 and took them 8 months to purchase. I do not think that there are enough account upgrades being bought to pay for both a six month vacation and new servers..
The more I defend Ian about things like this, the more I get attacked. It's disgusting. Everyone who attacks Ian are cowards because he has no way of defending himself.. Except through loyal users, who do not fall for LIARS over the internet. People lie all the time and I think people need to realize that before they shoot off at the mouth about people.
Watch, karma might come back and bite you in the ass.
God Almighty When Will It End? Subliminal & Miri Ben-Ari
Elohai Elohai ho Elohai, Ad Matai?
Dakah dumiyah lo taspik leshishah milion Af pa???am lo nuchal lik'lot et godel ha???ason Hayah lo chazon sofi hapitaron Kulam holchim lishon, vezeh hayom ha'acharon Echad ve'od echad am shalem kim'at nik'chad She'afilu ha???amitz beyoter lo sarad Af echad lo benadam, kol echad nihyah mispar She???omed betor aroch lo lir'ot et hamachar Kol cach harbe bechi ve'afilu lo dim'ah Kol cach harbe sof vezo bechlal hahatchala Hamon tfilot, tze'akot, velo shom'im tz'lil Ve'eich hamashiach lo ba kvar lehatzil? Matarot na'ot bemit'vacho shel hasatan I efshar lehit'chabe velivroach ein le'an Temperatura mit'chamemet venidbeket laraglaim Afar le'afar haneshamot lashamaim
Harakavot el hamavet masechet hashkarim Chasrei onim od ne'evakim al hachaim Nir'tzechu, nish'dedu, da???achu nishmoteihem Husperu shu'evdu lo nish'kach et shmoteihem Mardu et hacherut, ach nish???ara od hatikva Hanefesh homiya, ha???ayin tzofia Tevach lelo siba Yam shel korbanot T'lai tzahov al hachultza Umi shalach lalehavot Eich efshar liktof leyeladim t'achalomot Bizman shechot'fim lemevugarim t'azichronot? Ma asiti col cach ra she'ein shum mechila? Tamid amarti ???Amen??? achrei kol t???filah Achshav ratzot barosh machshavot al lifrosh Tagidu eich ibadnu kol tzelem enosh Targishu ma avar alenu bashoa, shishim shana vezeh od charut baneshama
Tze'akah amukah nitka'at bagaron Shisha milion! Nich'retu bezikaron Ma hata'ut, sheyatzrah antishemiut Mi natan le???adam reshut lehash'mid tarbut? Mehamagen David nish'ar sarid ani et sheli, bachaim lo morid Sheyas'bir ba???atid Lo lachzor al ta'uyot Veyaz'kir lehash'ir et ha'einaim p'tuchot Velil'mod lo lihyot teref betoch hamatzor Lo od lir'od lefached la???amod Lichyot bekavod, velamut bekavod Hakod legan eden hu lis'rod Hashemesh tizrach vehashemesh titz'lol Hageshem yavo veyish'tof et hakol Hagalgal agol ze nachon Lama im yesh chaim achrei hamavet, Nechake lahem shama!
Elohai Elohai ho Elohai, Ad Matai?
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My G-d, my G-d oh my G-d until when?
A minute of silence is not enough for six million We can never grasp the size of the atrocity He had a final vision the solution Everyone is going "to sleep" and its the final day One by one, an entire people almost perished Even the bravest did not survive No one was a person, everyone became a number That stands in a long line not to see tomorrow So much crying a not even a single tear So many endings, that's just a beginning Many prayers, screams, yet no sound heard And why doesn't the Messiah come to save us? Moving targets in the devil's shooting gallery Impossible to hide and no place to escape Temperature rising, our feet stick to the ground Dust to dust, our souls go to heaven
The death trains, the web of lies Helpless, still struggling for their lives They were murdered, robbed, their souls faded out The perished were counted, we won't forget their names Freedom vanished, but the hope still remained Our spirit stirred deep in our hearts, our eyes looking A massacre without a reason So many victims Thaws who had yellow stars on their shirts Were thrown into the fire How is it possible to exterminate kids' dreams, While kidnapping adults' memories? What did I do so bad that there's no forgiveness? I always said "Amen" after every prayer! Now thoughts run in my head welcoming death Tell me, how we lost all human likeness Feel what we have been through in the Holocaust, sixty years later, it never left our souls
A big scream is stuck inside my throat Six million! Never left my memory! What's the error that Antisemitism happened Who gave man the right to extinguish a culture? Of the Star of David a vestige remains I'll wear mine, never take it off as long as I live That it may explain in the future Not to repeat the same mistakes And to remind to keep my eyes open To learn not to become bait for the hunters Not to be afraid or scared to stand up To live in dignity and die in dignity The code to heaven is survival The sun will rise, the sun will set The rain will come and wash everything away This circle is round that's right Why if there's life after death, Shall we wait for it there!
My G-d, my G-d oh my G-d until when?
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I'm Jewish. And proud of it. This song is exactly how I feel with the Holocaust. And that's why I've joined the Gedenk movement. I'm tired of the Jewish suffering being thrown under the bus.. Getting forgotten and re-written. My people have suffered enough over the past 3000 or so years.. It's disgusting to see it continue in this modern day.
We must remember history, lest we allow it to happen again.
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