Im almost 30 now and as i look back on past blogs when i was 13 i realize how blissfully ignorant i was and how blissfully ignorant i wish i could be now.
So much has changed..Now a days i struggle to find the good things that have more than the bad.
One major good thing is I quit drinking and smoking cigarretes over a month now.
How funny the irony. At 13 i dont think i ever drank or smoked at that point and now here i can celebrating i quit both. Lol. Life is funny.
Now i just wish and pray i hear from my dear friend Ben. It would be the best to hear from him and hear how hes doing. Talking to him always made me so happy. Do i have stories of my own i wish i could share! He deserves the world and i hope he has it.
I like the breeze on a calm,quiet day.Its relaxing to hear the leaves blow and the trees sway.Its like the ocean with out the beach or the water.When it blows i feel it brush past my hairlike its nothing.When I walk on the grass,It feels The chickens have escapedly but bushy,now little tiny bits of rain trickle on my cheek,it feels like tiny feathers are brushing my face and arms
i just got a blue ideus from the pound HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!AND I GOT A CAMO DOYLE EVEN CUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CANT WAIT TO GET THIER STATS UP AND RAISE THEM AND STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED
