In youth - we learn,
In age - we understand ~Marie von Ebner
My Trades: I am wanting to retire as a major seller/ Hoarder SO my prices are cut. Until I sell out this is whats happening.. Check my trades and my shop.
My name is Jennifer.
Originally known as Poppi, currently known as .....who knows what my Username might be.
With the holiday weekend coming up I cannot in good faith guarantee if I can be on here to complete a winners posting. SO I decide to wait until This coming Sunday to start the next giveaway.
I cannot advertise these giveaways anywhere so I do not make separate topics to discuss my giveaways. I do not discuss much on the giveaway forum because I dont want to flood the topic with chatter, as it makes it harder to pick out the entries. So I am making this blog post.
If you have a question or want to know anything or just discuss it with me or others about it, or whatever. I think this will be ok and it is public for moderation etc.
For years I bought things. Pixels, Items, virtual stuff on here at Mara. I would literally take 50-100mill out and buy event items and toss them in my attic. I bought AU especially CMT tokens and get those items in mass.
I bought and bought making sure I got everything for my collections and enough to stash away.
For years. Then I went away on hiatus. I came back around 2020 lockdown and realized all the items I had hoarded were worth mega MP.
SO I started selling this stuff. I gave stuff away by haunting peoples wishlists. My club got loads of items. I traded item for item all the time. A LOT of items passed thru my account. Each year since I thought my stock of expensive items was growing smaller and smaller. Until now. As I pull everything out of my attic I am realizing the sickness I may have when it comes to Mara.
This never translated in real life. I am conservative never shop or hoard things. I was a financial planner in my carreer. I never spent unnecessarily except to buy AU. My one vice.
I am thinking Mara was shopping therapy for me and now I am overloaded with so much stuff. Impossible.
I am not here to brag. I am here to share a self discovery of perhaps a mental health flaw I had. The time I was on Mara was after I had 2 ruptured Brain annuerysms in 2012. I literally died on the OR Table for 92 secs.
And this all happened 2 years after I had traumatic back surgery that left me disabled for life.
I am thinking that shopping in Mara became a substitute of everything gone wrong in my life and health. Then 4 years after this all happened to me, my husband got sick. Terminally sick and I had to step up. I took care of him - keeping him alive for the next 2 years. Unsuccessfully. However in taking care of my husband, I got healthier. I lost 120lbs (55kilo) I was human again. About 1 year after he passed I had to make changes and I made a life for myself.
This is when I started selling.
This has been a journey of self discovery thru Marapets. I am just now realizing the depths of my shopping obsession in Mara and the coorelation of what was going on in my real life.
2025 was a good year in Mara for me. I completed all my self goals except 1.
SO I am setting new goals for 2026
100 mill in RP
200 mill in BP
750,000 completed quests
5 new quest trophies
get my Battle count up to 125K
Get GrantPutnam 2 more job trophies and 2 more Uni trophies
