Used to be here alot as a kid, lost the email to my account years ago, and decided to try again with a new one :) shoot me a message if you ever wanna talk or discuss pricing and stuff.
[b]staff I switch between here and my cellphone[b]
uhhh lets see what else. idk here are some random facts.
Guess wHO GRADUATED AYYYYYYY. Riding that post grad terror still but dealing with it better now woo
If you couldn't tell by the icon. or the doll outfit. i'm very much not straight :P the goal is all rainbow all the time. one day
uhhh music my jam, both in name and in how much space my phone takes up playing it. hmu for music suggestion i got a bunch for all different genres including: bands you've heard of! bands you maybe haven'! bands I hope you haven't becuase either they suck (but i love them) or they have the Worst Names Ever (and yet I love them)
Does this blog really need to exist? Nah but imma make it anyway
Gonna take a hiatus for a while I think.
Dep/anx been acting up, dont think internet in any capacity is gonna help that
:/
Latersssss
Be back on here eventually
Just a bit of babbling i needed to get off my chest i guess. It's been a long, long, long week.
It's funny how easy it is to self isolate myself i think. done it for years, been trying to get better for years, making headway. I think it's just ironic that the one time in the world I would be the most inclined to do so, with Covid-19 causing so many people by choice or need to quarantine and self isolate, I'm here aggressively interacting with the world
It's works fault, that's what i get for working in a patient focused hospital job but. I work as a transporter at a hospital, moving patients from tests and stuff to their rooms and other tests. Normally a really rewarding and healthily challenging job.
There's so much going on right now and tbh this week has been and felt way longer than i ever thought possible. maybe once hospitals and everyone starts to get a better grip on everything here (USA i mean) it will be less hectic but it's so uneasy everywhere
and I dunno, not sure if i'm really processing anything that well right now,
This is really long and rambling but. it's been and weird and tough week. not a complaint i guess, just more of a, frustrated set of observations.
-mel
