I feel alone. I feel alone in the world, because i have no one to turn to. For those i do i recieve nothing, but judgement. All i really care about is having a happy life with someone i can talk to, share my feelings with, and vent to. Someone who i can love and to feel the same back.

Instead im left with someone who cares less of my feelings. Marridge is just a joke to them, cheating is just normal to them, and lieing. Of all these i come to lonleyness of no real future with them. Years of time wasted. Being blamed its your own fault because of how they are..

I honestly belive i need better friends. Family is everything but who can you go to when your family has nothing of belittling you. So the feeling of being stuck in a lonley world will hang above me.Relationships will never be the same.

Sorry if i sound crazy im just exspressing myself im done being silent.