Madness
2 days, 4 hrs & 42 mins ago
18th May 2026 16:55 I don't know if y'all are too old for school (or just too cool), but I'm in 10th grade, and I feel like I'm going genuinely insane because of school. Finals are next week, and I'm so burnt out. My grades are awful, and I'm under so much stress. This morning we had an assembly for various awards to be presented: it ended up being about two hours long. Those are two hours of my life I'm never getting back. My laptop charging cord broke the other day, and a new one is somewhere in between $30-55. My headphones, which are maybe a few months old at most, seem to have already stopped working in the right ear. Last night, I was harassed by a dude online who was begging me to call him because he was "hard af" and I'm "fine af". He refused to take no for an answer, so eventually I blocked him. Unfortunately, this is nowhere near the first time something like this has happened. I have a few photos of myself in my bio on that app: photos of me just smiling and existing and having a good time with life. Not sexual whatsoever. Yet, of course, horny internet douchebags have to make things that way. Some may try to blame me for having photos in my bio, that I was "asking for it" or whatever, but that's not how this should work. Very normal pictures of me standing should not be sexualized. It might prevent me from having further such incidences to remove any and all photos of myself from the internet, but at the same time, I don't want to have to make myself smaller because of men. After all, it would be them that need to change, not me. I hate that society is like this; I wish I could change it or fix it or just do
something to help the cause. I would love to run away and become the local cryptid, but unfortunately, human imperfection is something I can never run away from in this life. It's a problem that needs to be faced head-on; running away and ignoring it helps no one.
Well, stay punk, friends, and stay alive. Nobody die on purpose, alright? Survive out of spite, if nothing else.
The Mountain, the Moon Cave, and the Sad God
2 months, 9 days & 3 hrs ago
11th Mar 2026 17:49 I've watched the music video for these songs by Gorillaz, and it was definitely a good use of my time. The video is hand animated, and it's beautiful. They always do a good job, but there's just something special about the amount of time, detail, and dedication it takes to animate something by hand. Although some of the things I question why they took the time to animate them. Mainly, why did Murdoc have sex with a snake?? I know he's a horny freak and stuff, but that's just a new level of weird. TvT Also, the music video starts out with a young Noodle playing around in the jungle. Why is the dragon encased in stone? Was it cursed to be that way? A backstory to that detail would be nice. Also, when Noodle swims in the river, she goes in as a young girl and leaves as a grown woman. Was she really swimming that long, or was there something up with the water? Or, I suppose it could be used to show a passage of time. But why be logical? Also, it's a bit unclear who the Sad God is. Perhaps it is the being that appears near the end? I suppose that would make sense, but it didn't seem especially sad or ethereal. Throughout the video, I noticed many references to the Jungle Book, and I thought that was a nice touch. Like little Easter eggs. Oh, another question: Why did the shopkeeper end up the way he did? He's first seen trying to sell/scam 2D with snake oil, and then a bit later he's becoming one with the earth and having vines growing all over him. What's up with that?? Overall, though, I really enjoyed the music video, and I highly recommend it. I would also appreciate it if someone who knows the answers to any of my questions could answer them for me
Have a lovely day, though, frens. Stay alive, and continue to have crazy ideas. Sanity is boring, anyway.
A Check-In
2 months, 12 days & 3 hrs ago
8th Mar 2026 17:53 Hey, y'all!! I'm so sorry it's been so long since I've written one of these, and honestly, I'm not quite sure what to put here. Things have happened, I suppose, but they've already resolved themselves for the most part. I did get a boyfriend a while ago, and sadly, he broke up with me. But, uh, how are you doing? Like, really doing? Not just the standard "fine". I genuinely care, and I want to help you if I can.
I hope your life goes well.
The Joy of Being a Woman
5 months, 24 days & 1 hr ago
24th Nov 2025 18:58 Hormones are so weird. I've been on my period, and lemme say, they are really throwing me for a loop. Because like I currently want to scream and cry and watch a movie. Like, what??
Cool Internet Things
7 months, 16 days & 4 hrs ago
2nd Oct 2025 17:17 Hi guys! I've been working on this document for a bit, and I thought it might be interesting to share. It contains cool little things I've picked up from the internet, and the website I found them on (although you could also search "blinkies" on Pinterest and get plenty of results, too). I hope you enjoy! Feel free to add some of your own if you want!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/17m1EmEuHzQ5MkU-FgU36SZF3cAkx_roRyw23AsN183o/edit?tab=t.0
