My songs

Here I have my favorite original songs, 100% all mine. You do anything with them, and we'll have some issues.
A lot of these are very personal and writing helped me get through some rough times. Don't judge, this is just me releasing myself and sharing with people what makes me happy.

Painless Suicide
This is my painless suicide. I don't know where to hide. I don't know where to turn. Shall I live or shall I burn? I will jump into the sky. I hope I fall. I want to die. In your dreams I will stay. I will haunt you every day. This is the time to end my life. Here it goes, my painless suicide.
This is my painless suicide. It's your fault, you have lied. This is none of your concern. We don't live, we only learn. I can't think, I only cry. This is the time to say goodbye. In my dreams I will pray. I won't forget you anyway. This is the time to end my life. Here it goes, my painless suicide.
It'll be painless 'cause it won't feel as bad as what you put me through. Yeah, that's right. I'm doing this because of you.
This is my painless suicide. I can't stay by your side. I can't look at you ever again. I won't forget what you said. Don't pretend this is a lie. I will no longer call you mine. In our dreams we will say, "I will love you in every way." This is the time to end my life, this is my painless suicide.
You can join me if you'd like...

Promise
Is there ever a night we're not fighting. Have we seen that day? You make me feel wrong about myself. I've never felt this way. People always say to forgive and forget, but all I can do is remember and regret.
Chorus-I promise that I will never love you. Cross my heart and hope to die. I promise there is nothing you can make me do. I know we don't see eye to eye, but please understand this, this is my promise.
I'm not as strong as I appear to be. Strength is only the outside of me. On the outside I may be smiling, but on the inside I'm on my knees, crying. I just want to let it go. But you don't know...who I am.
Chorus 2x
It's only a promise...

Roland are you with me?
Roland are you with me, do you understand? Can you take this life into your own hands? Can you keep here close, hold onto her hear? Can you keep her safe, never let her fall apart?
Chorus-This all falls on you. We rely on you. She really needs you. What will you do?
Roland are you with me? Do you comprehend? Can you handle everything she asks, every command. Can you deal with all of her problems? Can you take the time to solve them?
Chorus
Roland are you with me, do you follow what I say? Can you promise me to be with here all night and day? Can you handle all of this on your shoulders? Can you honestly hold her?
Roland are you with me? I really need you now. I've messed up my time with her, make your vow. I've give her those invisible marks. Erase them and heal her, give her sparks.
Chorus 2x
Roland are you with me?..

More to come!!