116 years, 6 months & 22 days ago 19th Jan 2009 17:48
You know the only thing that can bring me out of the corner is something I lost a long time ago.. [So it seems like]
This has been the longest few days of my life and it gets better but /worse/ as it goes on. Just having to wait 18 LONG ASS hours to talk to the only two people I /want/ to talk to in this world, its terrible. But three people today really really made me so happy. Miss A, Jorge's mom, is a wonderful spirit lifter. Her, Matt, and big Georg combined are just frikking perfect. Especially in the same room x]
But Din, I'm going to the hospital again today.. they say I definately have a problem. They said I have the temporary stages of depression o.O And I'm still figuring out what Im gonna do! I havent eaten in 4 days.. I lay in bed, I cry when I dont need to, and I feel sick, and tired all the time and ughhghghghh. I probably shouldnt announce it on this blog but I like typing atm.
I regret everything, though ;/
116 years, 6 months & 23 days ago 18th Jan 2009 03:23
SolarFear
You better be. Hes not a spark, I know how happy Onii Chan makes you feel, like you are there, not in some /corner/
116 years, 6 months & 25 days ago 16th Jan 2009 21:25
He just made the spark of the moment.. I dont know if I'll be fine ;/
116 years, 6 months & 25 days ago 16th Jan 2009 06:05
Yes for tha club .
Aww Lexi we're missing youu . =[
116 years, 6 months & 26 days ago 15th Jan 2009 19:14
SolarFear
Ouch!
116 years, 6 months & 27 days ago 14th Jan 2009 19:34
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