omg im so srry for your pet lost same thing with my cat he looked like a black chibs his name was Mickey we went and got him neutered and when we took him home he licked his stitches cuz the vet didnt put the stitches inside and he started bleeding because when he licked the stitches they came undone and he died there when we took him back there and my mom was pregnant and she was crying so she got all worked up and i was only about 7 and im 10 now and my mom was only 26 so but im so srry for your lost