"Things I'll Never Say"

I???m tugging at my hair
I???m pulling at my clothes
I???m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I???m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I???m searching for the words inside my head

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(Cause) I???m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you???re worth it
You???re worth it
Yeah

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If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I???m wishing my life away
With these things I???ll never say

It don???t do me any good
It???s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What???s on my mind
If ain???t coming out
We???re not going anywhere
So why can???t I just tell you that I care

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What???s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I???ve got nothing to say

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Yes I???m wishing my life away with these things I???ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I???m wishing my life away
With these things I???ll never say
These things I???ll never say."Anything But Ordinary"

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my