I miss the old days. I miss me back before I woke up and realized that the world wasn't perfect. I miss being able to talk to Tanya, being friends, inseperable with oodles of inside jokes. I miss being in Chibs Forever, and I even miss the pathetic dramas we had, that, SEVERAL times, led to Tanya and I (and once, Jellybean) creating our own club. I miss being able to talk to Middy as friends without having drifted apart, lost in the sea of pre-mod acquaintances, and I miss being able to say anything on the site without being bombarded by newbies, beggars, jaded oldies and just plain rude people. I miss being able to joke with Kar without her spurting in fmie jokes and german, and I miss the way mara was before cliques and wealth classification ruled the day. I miss being able to profit off of things without buying account upgrades, and I miss an economy that wasn't ruled by insane inflation. I miss pets that weren't slapped together at the last minute to rake in some extra cash, and I miss the personable way the news felt two years ago. I miss the editorial, and I miss the way we used to help, not lash out. I miss the jokes and fun on the pet boards, and the hilarious titles that made you want to know the person. I miss boards without characters, and I miss times without zac efron, miley cyrus and fashion shows bombarding you.
Most of all, I miss being able to talk to people who listen, instead of just ranting and raving, and eventually apologizing and grovelling to an inbox which would never be read, and never reply.
I miss Tanya, I miss my friends... and I miss the old me. I don't like being cynical, sarcastic, aloof, and with this mile-thick wall. I want to be frail, fragile, in distress. I want to cry, to scream, to do anything other than what I've been doing, which is just... floating by. I want to remain myself.
it was horrendously irritating to all those who didn't give a damn
so much that i don't think i've talked to kar in at least a year
116 years & 3 months ago 4th Apr 2010 05:52
Wow.. I remember fmie. xD What memories.. Spam was fun back then. :3
116 years, 3 months & 2 days ago 1st Apr 2010 21:45
That's terrible... I would say look forward if you can... but it doesn't sound like it. :/
116 years, 7 months & 13 days ago 18th Nov 2009 16:28
That's sad.
116 years, 7 months & 16 days ago 15th Nov 2009 15:14
Oh, I remember you quite clearly. ^^ I dunno if you remember me, though. I am/was the one with a mental name. XD 'Chibs Forever' was my club. <3 It was great, wasn't it?
117 years, 2 months & 29 days ago 4th Apr 2009 14:57
silverstreak12
Who are you?
117 years, 6 months & 17 days ago 15th Dec 2008 18:42
Aww.
:3
117 years, 6 months & 17 days ago 15th Dec 2008 18:18
GO DIE
-Runs away giggling-
117 years, 6 months & 25 days ago 8th Dec 2008 04:20
I found a pet named 'Pops' today.
Pops the Balloon Chibs.
x3
117 years, 6 months & 28 days ago 4th Dec 2008 14:53
I miss the way we used to help, not lash out. I miss boards without characters, and I miss times without zac efron, miley cyrus and fashion shows bombarding you ----- \I know how you feel.
117 years, 7 months & 6 days ago 25th Nov 2008 09:34
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