So my birthday is Monday (October 13), and I gotta say, I'm not sure I want to turn 21. I mean, it's better than any other option, obviously, but I still feel like I should be younger. I like not being a teenager anymore, and I like the independence, but still... It's making me feel like I'm supposed to be a grown-up prematurely. Does this make sense at all? I guess I'm just too contemplative right now...