That was the easy part, now for the hard...I Seem to not really feel much for him. and all this time I thought I was in love! HA! I say! HA! I know now....just a childish dream! I just wanted meaning in my hum drum life! I was bored, thats why I fell in love! Son of a road side diner and a dupster dive mother. Soon as he lear'd to walk, well...he lear'd to wander!
I'm so sorry my dear! I feel it not anymore! It was real, but no longer there!
but its funny, as I sit here and think about how much I did love you....I cry, for I feel I will never see you again, I feel I have lost you, and am never getting you back! now is that fare!
I asked a friend the other day about that, and HE said: "sounds to me like you're full of SPIT, you still love him, now go out there and get him!" and as he put on his wig and lip gloss I realized it was me...