Burned out

Getting 1.5-3 hours of broken sleep for 7 months straight is starting to get to me. We don't have any friends or family nearby to ask for help, hubs works 12-16 hours a day, childcare is too expensive.. Ugh.

I'm finding myself having issues with general memory, sometimes even forgetting full conversations I had not long ago. I can't focus on anything, I'm barely functioning well enough to keep on top of housekeeping.

I'm so, so tired. Whenever my husband does have the ability to take the baby, I find that I can't sleep because of insomnia. What a torture it is.