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Roxymichelle5
  1. Once Again
    26th Nov 2012 20:43
    11 years, 5 months & 30 days ago
  2. Abuse !
    6th Mar 2009 12:33
    15 years, 2 months & 23 days ago
Abuse !
15 years, 2 months & 23 days ago
6th Mar 2009 12:33

My name is Becky
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor

My name is Becky
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

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Really, it's touching!
114 years, 7 months & 22 days ago 5th Oct 2009 00:00
 
oh my gosh... that was just perfect for my depression. thanks!
114 years, 11 months & 12 days ago 16th Jun 2009 10:48
 
*crys*
115 years, 1 month & 4 days ago 23rd Apr 2009 16:39
 
This writing touched my heart, mind, and soul like...aaaaaaaaaa
And, I prayed right out loud,
as honest and compassionate tears came to my eyes...
"Oh, Lord God have mercy."
The disease of alcoholism ...
a.cunning
b.baffling
c.powerful
Yet there is a force for good in this world that lots of people simply call God, Higher Power, Creative Intelligence...
That "Power and Spirit" helped save my life and the life of my child...directed me to the people, prayers, understanding, kindness and 12 Steps and 12 Traditions of
Al-Anon Family Groups...helped me to understand and learn "detachment with love"...
and sometimes...just doing everything possible to get the children and self to safety
is the definite best thing to do.
I don't know what else to say here...just that there is HOPE,
and beyond all else The Love and Power and Grace of God works through people...to shield the innocent, and to help people to help each other.
This, I believe.
115 years, 1 month & 27 days ago 31st Mar 2009 23:36
 
ive read it before its really sad!!!!!!!
115 years, 2 months & 7 days ago 21st Mar 2009 19:07
 
  1. Once Again
    26th Nov 2012 20:43
    11 years, 5 months & 30 days ago
  2. Abuse !
    6th Mar 2009 12:33
    15 years, 2 months & 23 days ago