Just End Already

Why cant you be friends without fighing and just stop because everything seems to be just falling apart even though other things seem to be just fine. I need something and that something seems to be something i was never good at. I never could get it and i probably will never get it.
Why cant things just end between us but we cant find a good way to put this. Things cant just end on there own, we have to end them are selfs and its hard to watch everything just float away from are hands again...If you have something to say you say it to my face, dont backstabb me dont treat me wrong just treat me as you would like to be treated, is that to much to ask? Waking up every morning thinking just please end already, does not matter just end but every i just get a myth, just a myth this is never going to end, So just End Already!