There's moments in life were u just need to be strog, some time's u dont even understand why, but u just know that u have to be strong, maybe not for u , but if not for everybody el's that's around u, and u know that u have to give ur all to help no matter if u cant but u'll try. For me that moment came cause when u see a person that u love laying in a bed right in front of u and u know that u would do anything to help him but u cant that's when u learn to love life, but in that moment what can u do, the list is short, but what CAN'T u do, that list is infinite, when u know that that person may not be there tomorrow or that that day may be his last u dont know what to do u want to apologize for something that u did not cause but for some reason u feel responsible for what happend, or at least u wish u were. U ask ur self "why him?, why not me?" out of the nowhere all this questions apear and none of them have the answear's that u need so much. Those moments in life come and go but u never ever forget the feelings u felt u'll never forget the image that wondered in ur mind night and night taking away ur sleep and ur selfp respect those moments in life are treasure though u clearly remember the pity that u felt u lern from it and on u go in ur life and so much can happen even 50 years can pass but u will never ever forget it it will always be as clear as the moment it happend and well u might have already passed through taht moment in ur life or maybe u haven't but when u do remember my story and every word i wrote and well till then this is a goodbye
17 years, 6 months & 14 days ago
